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~ Captain of the 10th Company ~
It all goes downhill from here...
Dareka putto ware mai ukime... ((Someone put me out of my misery...)) 
27th-Feb-2007 03:49 pm
Screw You
Well I guess my first few days spent here weren't too bad, all things considered...
But darnit all why does this crap always happen to me?

I also seem to have... contracted something.
Also, I now have a minor dilemna, it seems that while I inhabited shadow form, the result of losing my heart, the shadow has stayed with me.
Xemnas- or rather, Xehanort explained it that the shadows, Heartless as he calls them steal the hearts of others, and if your 'heart' is strong, then your shell remains and splits, forming a Heartless and a Nobody.

My shell remained but if I had to hazard a guess I became neither a Heartless nor a Nobody.
Perhaps this might be explained due to the fact of differing worlds and our auras and spirit strings attatched to them... however the fact still remains.
I can hear it now, clearly. It claws at me, aching for freedom, but it is easily contained.
For now.

I have become a Vizard.

Naze touhou....? ((Why me....?))
I seem to be saying that a great deal lately.
28th-Feb-2007 01:05 am (UTC)
Ew... that's gotta suck. Also explains why you were acting wierd...

And now I think I know what you were 'hunger'ing for... *shivers*

But, you're okay NOW, right... *forces herself to say it with a straight face* Captain...
28th-Feb-2007 01:09 am (UTC)
Yes well, had I been in the right state of mind I would have tried to run away I believe.
*Doesn't know he DID try to run away*


For the moment yes, but I don't think I will be able to draw my Zanpakuto in the prescence of others for fear of this thing escaping...
I will have to train privately.
28th-Feb-2007 01:22 am (UTC)
Um... you DID try to run... I tripped you and dragged you into the kitchen, only for you to disappear as soon as my back was turned.

...Escaping? ... My advice is find somebody called 'Subaru-kun'... from the info I'm getting, he's a medium used to sealing or excorsising demons and the like... so he MIGHT at least have a charm to keep it under control...
28th-Feb-2007 01:28 am (UTC)
*If one looks closely, there is a vein on his forehead....*

Subaru? Hmmm... it might be worth investigation, but I'm not quite interested in sealing it...
You see, what has happened to me is, while dangerous, it can also help the side I'm on in a war back where I'm from a great deal...

So I can't quite seal it yet, we need every Vizard willing to fight for Seireitei as it is...
28th-Feb-2007 01:37 am (UTC)
...If it makes you feel any better, you're one of the few people who CAN sneak away from me. There aren't many who can do that.

*shrugs* Just tryin' to help.

... Well... hold on, just to be sure I've got this straight, you've now got a voice in the back of your head that seems to be a different personality, correct?

How do you know that other guy WILL be willing to fight for Seireitei?
28th-Feb-2007 01:43 am (UTC)
Hmm, just as well.

Yes, thank you for that by the way.

Not quite, the voice in my head belongs to what is now my Hollow form, the word Hollow being used to describe the dark form you saw previously, beings without hearts, manifestations of instinct.
To be specific a Hollow only wants one thing because of his intinct, and that is to devour souls to ease the suffering of their own anguish, that which causes them to become a Hollow.
So yes, you could say our desires clash.

Generally the spirit which is dominant when a Shinigami and a Hollow merge controls the skills of both for the majority.
Thus the terms Vizard and Arrancar. Vizard is when the Shinigami reigns supreme and they appear to be normal humans, Arrancar are the beings where the Hollow reigns and they are humane in appearance, but clearly a Hollow.

All I'm saying is that my new half will obey me as long as I can keep it under control. If I cannot... then I will be forced to destroy myself.
28th-Feb-2007 01:43 am (UTC)
[ooc: Watch all that go straight over her head. XD]
28th-Feb-2007 01:46 am (UTC)

Eeeehhh... so... the Vizard is YOU... and just having this other you sort of gives you... extra powers... and THAT is what is useful?

[ooc: It ruffled her hair a little at least XD]
28th-Feb-2007 01:51 am (UTC)
[ooc: Huzzah Kenda! :D]

Again to be more specific, extra stamina, speed, strength, and skills, so yes.
A Shinigami and Hollow have three levels of power, once they hit their peak it is expected neither will be able to progress in strength any further.
Becoming a Vizard or Shinigami is what allows us to break that 3 level rule.

And in the war I'm in, the enemy has several beings called Vasto Lordes that surpass the skill of any captain of Seireitei, and they are the most powerful of Shinigami.

So you could say becoming a Vizard is... very useful.
28th-Feb-2007 01:53 am (UTC)
[ooc: She mostly just understands the war part, though, being from a world that's in the middle of one, herself.]

Ah... gotcha... at least the stuff about the war.

Well... I hope not too many people die, then...
28th-Feb-2007 01:56 am (UTC)
*Eyes flicker for a moment of sadness*

A good wish, the casualties we have suffered already are.... painful.
28th-Feb-2007 02:00 am (UTC)
... You've... lost somebody.. important to you... too...

Is that right?
28th-Feb-2007 02:03 am (UTC)
... no, that is... everyone in Seireitei are spirits, so a majority of the people there are already dead.
When we die, we simply pass out of existence.

But... I did see that happen to someone, our healer managed to revive her body but... she has yet to come out of her coma. I'm not too concerned, she's strong.
*leaves a feeling there should be a 'but' to that sentence.*

... and you as well, I guess.
28th-Feb-2007 02:08 am (UTC)
*looks away*

We had a traitor in our midst.... Everyone at the temple was killed... even the younglings...
28th-Feb-2007 02:14 am (UTC)
*eyes darken with sadness*

I see.
Then... we were fortuitous, our damage seems miniscule compared to that of yours...

I am... sorry for your loss.
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